Losing Hope

    The results for the UPCAT have been released, I already figured out that things would never work out that day. I don’t know what to feel. The people who knows me, compelling they don’t know me that much, took almost all my hopes away. I am defenseless from their insults. I’m hoping things never turned out this way. If only I could go back to the past and change everything. I should have done the very best I can, I might have passed. That’s what I keep on believing that others don’t. I lie awake with no more hope to succeed. Perhaps, I’ll fail again. I hate to think this way, because I’m not the type of person who gives up that easily, but I guess I have no choice.

    I still can make it. Life doesn’t end with failures. I may have missed an oppurtunity of a lifetime, but I know for myself there’s something better waiting for me.